Answer:
So do I. Thank you.
The “big one” was the only girl I ever really loved. We spent every day together and we lived together off and on for almost 2 years. She was the best person I knew. I still know her but things are very different now. Our breakup was the hardest thing I’ve ever been through, mostly because I was the one who fucked things up. It’s been a long time since we broke up and im still not sure I’m fully over it. She made me a better person and taught me A LOT. I’ve dated girls since her, but I would always have my guard up with them. I haven’t let anyone really get to know me because I don’t know if I can stand fucking it up or getting hurt again.
But this girl I was talking about in my post, seems worth it.
Thanks for asking
